Joreen

oh man! i didn't update for MONTHS. L-O-L!  i know you are missing me already right? but rest assure! i've got update in my other blog! hahas. www.heyy-yo.blogspot.com ! do view and tag:D hahas. this is a so non active blog. so dont miss me already. LOL. 

heartsyoungsaeng! :D heartsallofyoutoo! :D

Helloh im back! :D haha, currently awaiting messages from 1m1 students, after i mass sent. but i realised i didn't write my name, and some didn't know who i am... and came back asking me: who u? embarassing... LOL!

nice ? being random. taken quite long ago :D

so chio right? <3 nia! nth to post, :( so little viewers. go advertise liao. LOL hahas. [eh, this hor, i use my handphone take de, clear right? 5MP only nia, but auto focus mah:D nice!]

tmr gg math trail at the zoo. hhaha. byes. tired and hungry, subway defintly not enough though. haha. i ate my cookies finish le. booo so sian now. LOL ok la, quite look forward to tmr. should be quite fun de bahs, got me neh, the giraffe, long neck what. hahaah. love history lessons. byes :D hahas. ooops, off to facebook:D ahhaah .

thank god for such great friends...[nice editing yea?] thanks!

i want wish james, my bro to score well for his o lvl! for 8 marks, he's getting a subway treat, 5marks, getting $10:D wahhhh! i so good right? haha no la, subway is from jelyn. haha. jyjy! must do well kk? :D tmr gg night pm from 9 to 11 :) reaching home around 12. yay! oh ya, bought leggings too. excited over next sat halloween's event. tmr cca, gonna be v v v v v guai, lan. LOL. bye. nights, gna turn in :D wee! jy o lvl!

Current time: 1:06am , 25 october.

Guess it's over now, i'm just thinking too much. I got 3rd for my history. Guess what? I won that cheena. Ok let's not compare, she got better for maths. Phew. I just afraid of getting my report books, i haven't memorise scripts for that idiotic drama. But, who cares? It's only for that 3hrs right? Yea right, I might have the opportunity to invite friends. Oh, if im not wrong, first 3weeks of holidays, the mon need go back cca, dead? No, cuz i even have sports leader camp on 28-30dec, die. Not going camp, giving excuses, it's just, plain bored. It too made me lost my k660i on the bus cuz im too excited over it during the june holidays, thinking how hard to live w/o handphone for a month, w/o spare. What's even worst? Come thinking of it, i regret choosing KU990 viewty, :( but it's better than not having any phone. Hehe.

Hoping for extreme good results that can please me. after these hardwork, no way im gna drop, yea maybe drop, from 6th drop to 5th maybe. I shall place my trust in him, continue the walk, in his light, bring glory to him, he's my freedom.

Awaiting for next week halloween's event in the church and i believe there's definitely revival in s28! I believe, I know, there will be. peeps, I going off :) Msn me if anything yea? Nights. Lappy will be left on :D Haha.

p/s gg vista park tmr? w Yolandor maybe. Oh ya, I believe ris low, has a reason for doing everything.

Ahhh. shock. Mr xing told me, i'm one of them. of the top 5 girls for history. should he even tell me? that im so anxious. what if, what if he saw, wasn't my register no. ? what if, what if, there's another joreen in another class? what if? there's what if's floating around my head, what if, i dissapointed my mum, what if i dissapoint myself? but well, my hard work did paid off, i studied hard for this test.

but, why should i care, if i got the top, top10 in overall? top 5 in class? first in everything? what's the point here? there's always another mountain, you've just gotta keep on keeping on, like what pst kong said, i must persevere through this 4years, charge till the end, i will miss this years spent in school, but it's always easier said than to done. i may pass this very round of sec1 and promote to sec2 express, but who knows? for god sake, i must pia and bring glory. why should i care that those foreigners get a better grade than me? by seeing their standard compared to singapore's, it's obvious that their standard is much much higher. why whould i bother to win that 15year old cheena. i dont mind losing, it's obvious she's top, in fact, i've no objection, she learnt things faster, and i just got to accept it, ok maybe it's cause china has a more strict school or whatsoever, but, why care about others instead of to see whether i've improved. doesn't it sound weird, that i'm no longer comparing my resutls within myself, but with some other ppl, which i knew it would take me ages to overtake them? why don't i get on life, accept the truth and i did improve.

is it me, or that my eng dropped? No, i've always been not good in eng, if my P6 students knew it, why don't i know? well, that's cause miss ezeikekl gave me too much confidence and im over confidence that i'm unaware of there's more hardworking people that every night memorising the format for letter writting, yet me, facing my com, facebook? what is this? over-confidence? totally. should i not be too proud at this moment and humble myself, to do well, just for god? am i able to change with all this mistakes i made, hmmm, try thinking, it's hard O.O!'''''''' live your life, just get over those little things and show them what am i.

till then, folks.
nights.

yay! i bought my pair of shoes eye-ing for weeks. :) but was pain for first time. :( it was so short man the heels, but when i wore, i was as tall as cyn. LOL. and i saw joanne, she asked: why u suddnely so tall uh? u wear heels? LOL! :DDDDDDDDDDD yay! i love pastor kong man! he's so annoiting and inspired me totally. im like: yawning* so many times, but the word made me awake -.-! see that? very cool yea?! hahas!

so went fellowship and the cute auntie blessed us with drinks. LOL! around 10 ppl, kao! $10 neh! hahahas:D *blessed*

went singing songs and playing games in mrt, chatted w them and had a great fun. if only jelyn was here:( it would be great. btw, really had fun! :D yay!

aiyohs, getting more and more panic over trival, small things. isn't it being weird?

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It's such a blessing that i actually got back my room, and my mom's gonna sponser me money for shopping. Now im lacking of the good results im awaiting for. i needa let them see that i can do well in EOY after much hard work. I must bring glory to God. But 1 thing, i couldn't concentrate. once i see that big stack of books, i can't touch it. And with my laptop RIGHT IN FORNT OF ME now, it's even torturing. I said to myself, i will study at 230, and when time comes, i dragged. and dragged..... maths paper 1 is tmr, i felt tense, but i don't seem to care. Am i too over-confidence of my past results, or is it too confident that what it come out is all that i've learnt? NO! I'm not confident at all. I claimed that i must not fail. But it's totally possible, impossible.  Ohhhhh. i really want lay hands on my maths paper tmr. Oral's tmr, with my flu-ing nose, and my sound totally changed, how am i going to speak usually? with my hurting f-ing stomach, how am i going to pull through the maths paper? Messed up.

what should I do?

ok, bye, im gonna shut my laptop down. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh! feel like banging myself on the wall and take my exam in the hospital so there isn't any electronic device. whatever.

Where is Joreen?

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she's not gone, just away.